Fun weekend, on the road again.

We had a fantastic family weekend in Atlanta. Seeing my family again renews my desire for a baby not just for my own personal desires but for may family. My Mom would be so elated and my niece would feel the joy of having a cousin. I looked around and thought how blessed our child would be to be a part of this amazing family . I got to see my wedding video, which was awe inspiring as well to think that was only two years ago,so much has happened since that day. We started Lupron shots on  this past Friday and will go in for baseline ultrasound on Friday this week. I am looking forward to getting started and the busy summer ahead. I had a real moment of sadness today when I learned my buddy on my fertility website is not pregnant. I was so upset. I know that God has a plan but she has been through so much. We really do go through this together. I don't know how she stays afloat handling chemical pregnancy after chemical pregnancy. I pray God gives her strength. This is just so hard for us all! I really pray we all on our site get our hearts desire this year!

Feeling good!

For some reason this last week, I have felt great about next month! I feel in my spirit we may truly have a miracle created next month. The Lord has given me peace. As I write out my Mother's Day cards, I feel confident that next year, I may be able to hear the word Mom! How amazing life is. I am sticking to my weight watchers, and starting to feel better and better about me. My job is going well and I see  bright future. Thank you Lord for the good days, that allow those bad days to not be so bitter knowing days like this will come again soon!
~SokoSunflower