Today starts the next cycle. We will be heading to our 4th transfer in a little under a month. I am excited to try again but remain with the knowledge that it still is within God's hand. Over the last month I have had good and bad days. I have found friends going through or who have gone through this and received an amazing devotional from a friend from high school. I really look back and see God's hand over the last month, supporting me through friends and family. Unexpectedly it is not through my close friends, it is through new friends. I have found that those I am closest to other than my family have not really been there. Not able to understand this is hard and sometimes I need to talk. I need to express this pain to someone other than my husband that is going through it to. I am thankful that God has given me friends and new people to help build a support system.
I prayed for a child today. I have not done that in a while because I think once I ask God I don't have to ask again but the devotional had me pray and talk about the legacy I want to give my child and pray over my child although I have not met him or her yet. The next few weeks will be a time to reflect and see how God can comfort me and how I can continue to believe and have faith through adversity.
Until next time my friends.
