I here the words you are amazing all the time! I always think not me but God through me. Yesterday I had the next scraping for the transfer this month. As crazy as it sounds I am just relaxing, we have decided to let go and let God.
I started a new womens' group at church that I am so excited about. It is amazing to be in a study of James and spend a few hours a week with women of God seeking after fellowship and building each other up. We have made serious decisions about our future and I feel comfort in the next few months and what next year will bring. In my heart no matter what next year I will be a birth Mom rather that be natural or not.
The best news that we received is that Jarvis is definitely going to college, he received his first acceptance letter and it truly warmed my heart. The joy in his face and the feeling of accomplishment we both feel. He will be the first child to be accepted to a University in his family and starting right after high school. I am just proud of the influence I was able to have and the hard work he has done. No matter what i know I am a Mom!
As we prepare for the next few weeks, no matte the result we will be ok!!
