Enduring the 2WW!

On last Sat June 16th we had our transfer of two beautiful little embryos. As usual I did my video message to my babies in case they survive! After my procedure, I told the nurses how blessed I felt that God allows us to try this and that he creates life but we are just keeping the mind busy while God does the true creating. The nurses were both tearful and expressed their gratitude for me telling them that I appreciate this journey. As the week is progressing, I am having some cramping on and off. The nurse told me to drink more water and rest often. She said the medicine can cause it. As far as my two friends going through IVF, one found out she is Pregnant and one found out she is not. I truly felt devastated for my friend who is not. All the raw emotions of the day I found out that my test was negative came back and I just felt like I wanted to reach through the phone and take her pain away. I do not wish this road on anyone especially those I love. I know that God has a plan for us all but this is just so difficult to hear. As far as me, I am happy and just waiting to see what Gods plan is next. Professionally, I am taking a gamble right now, applying for a higher position even though I know that I may not be as qualified as I need to be.

This weekend is going to be a big weekend our younger two boys will be here visiting. I am excited to see them and also to have out family together. Our daughter comes in on Wed so they will all be here for the news good or bad. I look forward to the time with them. I will check back in when I have some news. Until then take a peek at our babies before transfer! They are soooo cute!