What am amazing God that we serve. Today I went to church by myself which is unusual but I am so happy! The sermon was about Why bad things happen to good people. Recently I have been feeling more and more agitated about not being able to bare a child when so many other people around me have children and either don't give their best effort or care (in my opinion). Immediately I was chastised for being judgmental reminded in Romans about who is holy..No one. Then he spoke about Job and how he was blameless and when he lost everything he still said, "Blessed be the name of Lord.". I now know that this journey is to bless the Lord. Through this circumstance I am to find how I can praise God. Through this blog I can bring attention to Infertility but also to God's grace and love and through it all, say Blessed be the name of Lord. No matter what the end of this will be I will praise the Lord. I know that if he chooses for us not to be parents that he will give me the grace to accept his will but I also trust that God answers prayer, so it will just be a little while and he will answer pray and give us our hearts desire. I am to trust God through this. I think God for today and for all the blessings I have at this moment because just like Job in one moment it could all be taken away!
“Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked I will depart.[c]
The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; may the name of the Lord be praised.” (Job 1:21)
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